I don't know how many others out there are like me, but I have a feeling others are feeling as if you just don't fit in. For years, I tried to be like everyone else, but then I realized, I didn't like myself very much. Worse, I didn't recognize myself. I am just me. I am the only one that lived my life, experienced what I did, tried what I did, and yes, failed more times than I succeeded. The thing is, while I am not perfect, I spent my life trying to do what I can to help others because it was the right thing to do. So, here is what I believe. I don't fit in with "church people" because none of them fit in with others not among those that attend the same church. Each denomination has its own rules and beliefs. To fit in with them would mean picking sides, and I would end up hurting someone by choosing someone else. From what I've seen about how some people claim to be Christian yet spew hate and contempt, find nothing repulsive about lying and cheatin